Get Away From These Liars

'Cause they don't catch your soul or your fire.

I don't really know what else to say. I had a thought earlier but since it was thought I've gotten to lazy to write it down.

I want to have band practice.

I want to skateboard.

I want to do all the things I love right now.

I want more time.

I want to know the truth.

I want my phone.

I want to ask questions I may not be prepared to hear the answers to.

I want to be selfish and not feel bad about it.

I want to stop procrastinating.

I want endless possibilities.

I want him all to myself.

I want to keep my options open.

I want to keep what I've been looking for for so long.

I want to have more late night conversations.

I want to not care.

But I can't.

If only I could just screw it all.

But I can't.

If only I could work up the courage.

But I can't.

If only I could scream all the cuss words I know at the top of my lungs.

But I can't.

Where on earth is all this coming from?

See ya,

Nova.